Finding
me
In
others I've sought to find myself
How
meaningless that now seems to be
For
it took me away from my own inner world
That
nurtured the introverted part of me.
Am
I doing enough for him? for her? for
them?
These
questions now need to change
It's
time to try out some new rules
Even
though they may seem a bit strange
Going
silent than talking things out
Seems
to be the way of the world
That
I am now beginning to grasp
As
I console within me this girl
Who
always thought that confronting helped
in
healing relationships that matter
But
that seems far from the truth
Now
shoved beneath safe chatter.
I
am learning how we all have our own versions of truth.
Between
two truths what's truer - who's to say!
And
self disclosure and confronting seem rather naive
It's
time for me to find a wiser way
to
sort thru the complications of these relationships
To
make meaning of my life
To
think through what it truly means to be me
and
not just a friend, a mother, a wife.
To
find myself I seek solitude now
To
dive into my own inner world where I belong
The
relationships, the reaching out can wait for a bit
While
I create my own rhythm, my song!
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